
I am a SURVIVOR, but I am more than that. I am a WARRIOR. My battle with breast cancer isn't over, nor will it ever be. Because this cancer has invaded my body once I now have to remain ever vigilant, even hyper-vigilant of it's recurrence or the invasion of a new cancer.
I'll be quite honest, my fear of recurrence is FAR greater than any fears I had with my initial breast cancer diagnosis. I always knew that I would be ok. I will in many ways always remain touched by this dreaded disease (scars, medications, evaluations) and I have accepted that. I just wish there were some magical way of feeling, of knowing, that this dreaded disease will never touch me again.
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